Hmm, so it's been a while... So much for the regular updates on how MBA life is going and keeping track of travels. Not that I had expected this when starting this program, but being where I am now, I can't say I'm surprised. The lengthy times of reflections of experiences and foreign travels are now squeezed into subway-zone-outs, rushing from the airport to get to class in time, and reveled in the subconscious of our (minimal) nights' rests. In no way has this diminished my love for travel or my excitement to keep going at this pace, but I do miss having time to reflect. So here it goes.
As before, it's been non-stop. Even now as I write this, my left brain is urging me to read the cases for class tomorrow, follow up club emails, project emails, job emails, life-back-at-home emails, TAXES,... but how about a distraction? Reflection. It's probably important. Or maybe just an excuse.
We're in the midst of recruiting season. This is a time of chaos, anxiety, egos getting hurt, friends feeling envy, and a growing hatred of writing cover letters. Another rollercoaster of emotions -- it's like recruiters are juggling with our feelings, making us feel loved one day, and rejected the next. Moreover, it feels like this "season" has just kind of sprung upon us... how the hell did this happen? What are we doing? It's easy to get caught up in the herd that's running towards you, making you pick up your stride and run the same direction. But do we know what we're running towards? What do we want after this?
Let's not forget what we came here for. Our dreams. Our larger than life ambitions. Sure, we may not get our dream job right away, but let's not get off course. Stay focused. Take steps in the right direction. Know what will make you happy. We've come this far, why not go for it? Idealistic? Sure. But what's the worst that could happen?
I know what I want. Sort of. At least I know the direction I'm running in ;) To be honest, I blame my assurance partially on the Career Dynamics & Self Assessment course I took (also known as "Group Therapy" or "Crying for Credits"). The reflection assignments helped. I am so sure of what I want, even the powerful consulting herd can't make me change my direction :P.
The "sort of" part of knowing what I want is tricky though... I realize it must be even a bigger turmoil for those who don't know the overall "want" in the first place. The "sort of" has me questioning HOW I want to get to my end goal and which decisions will be best for that. The more opportunities that arise, the harder the decisions get (#firstworldproblems). I feel like I'm also messing with recruiters' emotions... cheating on them, in a way. Coming off overly optimistic about a position in hopes to be offered it, but then not knowing if it's actually what I want. At least it's a two-way street?
I look forward to the time this chaos subsides. Not necessarily when all of us have jobs (not all of us will when we graduate, but that's ok. We're employable and just holding out for what we WANT), but when more of us find time to reflect and enjoy the time we have left here at INSEAD. It's winding down, guys... we only have a few months left in Utopia and the rest of our lives to figure out what we want and how to get there. It'll all work out. Here's to many more express weekend trips and nights of singing our hearts out and dancing our butts off.
As before, it's been non-stop. Even now as I write this, my left brain is urging me to read the cases for class tomorrow, follow up club emails, project emails, job emails, life-back-at-home emails, TAXES,... but how about a distraction? Reflection. It's probably important. Or maybe just an excuse.
We're in the midst of recruiting season. This is a time of chaos, anxiety, egos getting hurt, friends feeling envy, and a growing hatred of writing cover letters. Another rollercoaster of emotions -- it's like recruiters are juggling with our feelings, making us feel loved one day, and rejected the next. Moreover, it feels like this "season" has just kind of sprung upon us... how the hell did this happen? What are we doing? It's easy to get caught up in the herd that's running towards you, making you pick up your stride and run the same direction. But do we know what we're running towards? What do we want after this?
Let's not forget what we came here for. Our dreams. Our larger than life ambitions. Sure, we may not get our dream job right away, but let's not get off course. Stay focused. Take steps in the right direction. Know what will make you happy. We've come this far, why not go for it? Idealistic? Sure. But what's the worst that could happen?
I know what I want. Sort of. At least I know the direction I'm running in ;) To be honest, I blame my assurance partially on the Career Dynamics & Self Assessment course I took (also known as "Group Therapy" or "Crying for Credits"). The reflection assignments helped. I am so sure of what I want, even the powerful consulting herd can't make me change my direction :P.
The "sort of" part of knowing what I want is tricky though... I realize it must be even a bigger turmoil for those who don't know the overall "want" in the first place. The "sort of" has me questioning HOW I want to get to my end goal and which decisions will be best for that. The more opportunities that arise, the harder the decisions get (#firstworldproblems). I feel like I'm also messing with recruiters' emotions... cheating on them, in a way. Coming off overly optimistic about a position in hopes to be offered it, but then not knowing if it's actually what I want. At least it's a two-way street?
I look forward to the time this chaos subsides. Not necessarily when all of us have jobs (not all of us will when we graduate, but that's ok. We're employable and just holding out for what we WANT), but when more of us find time to reflect and enjoy the time we have left here at INSEAD. It's winding down, guys... we only have a few months left in Utopia and the rest of our lives to figure out what we want and how to get there. It'll all work out. Here's to many more express weekend trips and nights of singing our hearts out and dancing our butts off.
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